Violence! A nasty word and causing a negative feeling! It is blamed by all religions and secular legislations! They judge for it, put in prisons and deprive of life! But very few people think of violence over themselves! Occasionally it accompanies  all our life!

Don’t we rape ourselves going to work daily which we do not love, living with people to which our feelings cooled down long ago, telling words which we do not want to tell! How long it is possible to mock ourselves?! Tyrants over others are caught and stop sufferings of people! We not in forces to stop these infinite tortures over ourselves and we doom ourselves to incurable diseases and premature death!


How to escape from this prison and to stop tortures? The main character of the movie, The Shawshank Redemption floated through a sewer pipe of five football fields to avoid prison! But before it he thought of the plan of escape during the whole 20 years!


We can spend 20 years for the inert life complete of disgusting daily repetitions, and we can break to new life!


Where to begin with? Can you just listen to yourself in the beginning? When did you do it last time? To remove TV, radio, the Internet, mobile, they so inconsiderately intruded in our existence, having made us of their pathetic slaves! To hear yourself, your unique entity! All our life we were taught to respect and love others, but not ourselves!  They molded bricks from us which are so easy for controlling.

Maybe we will hear ourselves, having spent for it not 20 years, but only 20 minutes, hour, 5 hours, the whole day? So don’t hesitate buddy, get ready for the jump!



Till death do us part!

Are these words desirable or imaginary? Whether it is possible to live with the person for decades, keeping love? Whether Romeo assumed that having lived with Juliette ten or may be only few years he would feel burning hatred and disgust instead of ardent love? Perhaps change of spouses or partners is natural change in life?


One day on the boulevard my attention was drawn by an elderly couple. The old men hardly dragged feet and like children helplessly held each other! It was so touchy to see the children’s attachment of this dying-away couple.

Near them skateboarders dashingly scurried about, and on the benches there retired the kissing couples, emphasizing the contrast of the blossoming youth and the dying-away old age! The elderly couple sat down timidly on a bench near the carelessly murmuring fountain. With the shivering hands they opened a parcel out of which they took two sandwiches. They were very slowly eating, with a silent admiration inspecting all around.

And may be these single examples of joint life in harmony  is an evidence of eternal love? Or the decayed love gives way to deep attachment? And what do you  think about it?